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Wednesday, June 21 ♥

Finally a blog ♥

Finally a blog of my own. Didn't know that setting up a blog is so tedious. Finding the correct layout of the blog which i haven't done so, doing those editing and stuff. Phew..

Ages since i last touch on programming stuff after graduating from poly. Only mere short 4 monthsi've return all those programming coding and stuff to my dear programming teacher. Haha!~ Programming just give me the hell of my life. Although at times it seems interesting. but it's totally insane when you start to write those stupid code from scratch. Still didn't knowhow did i manage to pass through all those programming test.

Tml have to make a trip down to SIM for a briefing, 9.30am. Haven't been waking up early since i've graduate except for those working days. New envrionment again. Hopefully there'll be some nice people in my class. School reopen means that i've to wake up early to prepare myself, catch the train and squeeze the train with those working adults. Arghh!~ Most importantly getting to sch is so inconvinent.

I have to take the train to BB then change a bus to get to sch, if not take a train to clementi and change a bus to get to sch if not.... Still take a train but to dover this time round and change a bus to sch. So many ways but there isn't a direct way to reach SIM.

Gotta visit my grandpa later in the evening. His condition isn't getting better. He can't sleep while he's lying down as he will have difficulties in breathing. Which means he can only sit to get his sleep which eventually he said that he can't even sleep properly. Now he even have the problem in sitting as he has been sitting since the day he was admitted. He has been admitted into the hospital for more than a week and the frequency of him getting in and out of the hospital isn't decreasing. Now he even has to breathe with the help of a breathing aid. Grandpa is getting too old. He's 85 this year.

Misses those days when me and my cousins woke up 5am in the morning to company him for his morning brisk walk. Misses those days when he call my nick name.

Time just passes so quickly that all of us has grown up and old especially my grandpa.

* Welcome back mom back to this sunny island.

Signing off, 3:57 pm ♥