Manage to wake up at six plus to prepare breakfast for hubby. But hubby say he doesn't have any appetite to eat and ask me to go back to sleep and rest.

Waited for him to leave my house before i went back to nap a little before waking up again to meet deepa to pass her her digi cam.

Hubby left camp at 3pm today as his in charge allows everyone to leave early. Came back over to my place. When i went back to my room i smell something weird and i ask him

Me: Did you just farted?
Hubby: No no..
Me: But the smell is so strong. Don't bluff~
Hubby: No no..
Me: Confirm you farted. The smell is still there.
( The smell is super strong and i guess his fart is super concentrated)

Even though he deny but i can 100% confirm that it's his fart! His fart is a silent killer~

We both were talking and talking in my room and the next thing i knew we both feel asleep. Z z z z z

Leen just msg me again to ask if i can work for 27th oct - 5th oct road shows. Told her that i could only work on the 3rd and 4th. But for nov i gave her my schedule that i can work for all the weekdays and Saturday except on the 17th and 18th and those Sundays. Hooo hooo~ All are rdshows.

Meaning more fun, more companions and most importantly more money i guess~

Hope schedule for December hurry be out so that i can give her my schedule and work. Big money big money~

Tml morning have to go back to pray ah gong. His ashes and stuff are all put in the temple. Will be going back to the temple every Saturday to pray ah gong. Ex president Mr Wee kim wee's tablet and ashes are also there.

Few days back, mom told me that there is a midnight sale going on at suntec tml and ask me whether I want to go shopping. I was really stunned cause it was ages since she ask me out for shopping and most IMPORTANTLY she knew there was a midnight sale going on which i didn't know. So we are going shopping tml!~ Yippie~

Dusty is getting sooooooo lazy. He is so lazy that sometimes he just skip his meal to sleep. I think the only time he is energized is the time when i say "gai gai". He will be the first to run to the door and wait for us to leash him and bring him for a walk.

He's a cutie!~

First day of dusty

If dusty now stay the same size as on the first day it will be good.

He is getting so big and heavy now. Cause he's going to be 9 months old.

Went to play with him for a while and i think that lil' dusty is sick. I guess.. Maybe its time to bring him to a vet.

That's all for now.

Ciao.

Signing off, 7:20 pm ♥


Tender my resignation today. Actually i have a hard time coping kumon and my studies. But i still have to work till 12 oct.

I'm faithfully back to B&L now. My whole november is being occupied my B&L, meaning more money rolling in.. Hehe~

Met up with deepa during my break. Collect the notes she wanted to photocopy and head down to causeway point.

Wanted to settle our lunch at the food court Banquet.. But in such a big food court they don't serve VEGETARIAN FOOD! I thought all food court should have at least one vegetarian stall. Look for some alternatives but the chee cheng fan doesn't have the plain one. They only comes with the filling.

Oh ya, I'm on strict vegetarian food now. Meaning no egg, no garlic, no onions and the list goes on and on.

Went mac to get some fries to fill our stomach as i can't find any food to eat.

Went to Courts as deepa wants to get a digi cam. She bought a Sony digi cam. The price is quite reasonable for a 6 mega pixel cam. I brought her cam home to help her to charge.

Then off to work again.

Went back home first as hubby will be coming back late.

Mom left some food for him. Waiting for hubby's msg so that i can bring dusty down to fetch him.

Gotta prepare his towels and clothes..

Have thought of what food to prepare for hubby for his breakfast tml before he head for camp.

Was looking at the pics took on grandma's birthday. While uploading these few pics, my tears start to build up...

Grandpa was so happy that time.. Looking so strong too.. Starting to miss him....... a lot a lot....


Signing off, 8:34 pm ♥


Extra lesson for OB this afternoon.

OB is really tough. Oh god~ I suppose i need to mug extra hard for this paper. Or maybe i should start praying now.. Hope that lady luck will be with me on that day when i sit for OB paper. Whaha~

Was suppose to meet joan for some sun tanning session this morning but but but it was postpone to next monday. Hhaaha!~ Laziness took over me and it will be a bit rush for me. Can't wait for my tan skin to be back.

Elaine was sitting beside me during the lecture and throughout the whole lecture she kept making me laugh. She was the founder of my "neh mind". Haha!~ Today was the first day i offically talk to her and miracely we two cliq too well.. Hahha!~

Finally finally finally bought my mascara. Have been scopping every single mascara left in the tube cause i didn't have the time to buy my mascara.

Bought my dermalogical cleanser previous week cause it was just too cheaper to resist. 88 bucks~ where to find such a low price.

Met up with hubby just now and look for some infant clothing for stan's baby girl. The clothings are super super cute. But didn't manage to find one of our liking.
Work tomorrow. Boring..

My aunt bought her chinwawa to my house and her dog was super noisy~~ Keep barking and barking. The barking was super irritating and sharp~Dusty heard the chinwawa's barking don't know hide until where already. So timid.

Might be going sentosa on fri also. Intially wanted to go with hubby but he didn't manage to get leave and so i'll be going with deepa, daph and elaine. Wooo~

Miss hu just called and ask whether want to go sentosa.. Girl~ sentosa outing? Hehe~

Schedule for this week is fully occupied. Time to leave some time for revision.

OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC... OB... BS... BC...

These 3 modules will be offically out of mind on 1 NOV~ Which is still a long way to go Boo hoooooo~

Gotta bathe now.. Before i have some funny smell.. Hhaah!~

Ciao~
Signing off, 9:45 pm ♥


It has been pretty tough these few days. Shall not think too much about it. Life still has to go. Grandpa has gone to a better place.

Last last sunday, meet up with yande in town in celebration of his POP.Haha~ Brought him to my all time fav Waraku Japanese Restaurant. He was being post to the same camp as hubby. Such a small world.

Walk and shop around before he follow me down to bugis to meet hubby and he went off. Nowdays, NS man are getting richer and richer. Yande just got himself an O2 atom.


Meet Hubby's camp mate for some steamboat session.

After dinner went to chill out a while.

Finally went to get my chanel foundation. Really good and light and most importantly it really keep my face matt. Really worth buying thou the price is a little bit steep.



Hubby got some duty tonight and will only be back late. Poor hubby..

Been visiting banks this whole afternoon. Went to POSB bank to transfer $5000 from my POSB account to mom's account cause she said that her account has a higher interest rate. Then to OCBC to drop my pay cheque and the refunded money (cheque) from school.

Meeting Joan tml for some sun tanning session at sentosa before i head to school from there. Meeting her at 8am at her MRT station. Oh gosh~ It's pretty early but i don't mind. It has been ages since i got a decent tan. Hoo...... Sentosa here i come~

Stan's baby is one month old next sat and he's inviting me and hubby over for some celebration. Can't wait to see his baby~

I'm super tired now. I don't know why. Gotta head to bed now if not i doubt i can get up tml morning.

Miss u hubby...
Signing off, 10:49 pm ♥

Was looking at the past entry titled 'grandpa' on 24th August. It was just merely less than 2 months. I still remember that day so clearly and i thought that it wouldn't happen that fast. That day i nearly lost him.

17th October 2006

Mom received a call from aunt 1 plus in the morning from my grandpa's place saying ah gong was in great pain. Mom rushed down. Doc came over in the wee morning and injected ah gong with morphine to ease his pain. At 3am plus received a call again from grandpa's place.

This time my mom says:

"ah gong had passed away"

I was staring in the air after i heard that news. I didn't know how to react. I just couldn't accept it. Change my clothes and rushed over to my grandpa's house. Was thinking so much while dad drove us there. Saw ah gong lying in his room and mom ask me to go in and call ah gong.

The moment i when wanted to call 'ah gong' tears began to run down.

I didn't manage to see him for the last time.

Memories of my grandpa began to flood into my mind.

I miss the days when all cousins stayed over at his house when we were in primary school.
I miss the days when all the cousins woke up early at 5 plus to company ah gong for his morning exercise.
I clearly remember the way he use to exercise.
I miss those days while me and my cousins were playing 'masa masa' while waiting for him to finish his exercise.
I miss those days when he will buy mouse cake for us.
I miss the days when he will stand in the kitchen slicing his bread.
I miss those days when he will go to sleep after having his lunch.
I miss those days when he will make his own very hot Milo and sipping in the kitchen.
I miss those days hearing him saying 'pong' while playing his mahjong game with my parents, auntie and uncle.
I miss those days when he will keep waking us up if we wake up too late.
I miss those days when he will use a comb to comb his long and white eyebrow.
I miss those days when he never fails to wear a sock to sleep.
I miss those days.....
I really miss those days...

Now i only have him in my memories. Beautiful memories.

I have the most handsome grandpa who never flare up before. I had never seen him flaring up.

Seeing him lying in the coffin to me feels like he is sleeping so soundly. For one moment, I thought that he was going to wake up.

Seeing his coffin slowly moving in for cremenation really make my heart ache. For that moment i really want him back so badly. I long for his presence. I cried and cried hoping that the coffin would stop moving in for cremenation.

Grandma couldn't take it as she lost her soul mate while i lost my beloved grandpa.

Was looking back at those pictures we took together. The picture we took was on Feb. That time he was still perfectly fine. It's only merely 8 months ago and things change so much.

For now i know he is being ease from all those pains. I'm glad that he didn't need to be torture from those sicknesses. I know for now he is happy. For now i know he is enjoying.

I'm holding back my tears while writing this entry. Writing this entry really bring back so much memories of him. Writing this entry too makes me open my wound again.

Mom said during the period when he was sick he always say this to my mom and auntie: "Yi er san, wo men yi qi zou" meaning "one two three, lets walk together". During that time grandpa was too weak to walk and my mom and aunt will always support him while walking. This sentence will always be remembered deeply in my heart.

I miss so grandpa so much now. I still couldn't accept the fact the he is gone. I guess time will heal everything.

He may be out of my sight now but his teachings will remain deeply in my heart.I have the greatest memories of him in my mind which i will never make myself to forget.

No more "ah mian" which my grandpa would call me. No more seeing him doing those exercises. No more seeing him during weekends when we visit him. No more of anything he uses to do. No more.........

You are the greatest grandpa I've ever seen.

I love u grandpa.

Thank you for all those small little things you have given me.

I miss u so much.......
Signing off, 10:25 pm ♥


Pics from chalet:


* Waiting for next gathering~ This time we must take more pics~


Wanted to snip off my hair yesterday but auntie said that it'll be very short if i snip off all the permed hair. So i have no choice but to trim little by little. Sad.

Went to hubby's house before coming over to my place and went to visit my grandpa later in the night. Mom told me that during 10am plus grandpa was in such a great pain and he kept saying that he was going to die and make everyone so panicky.

Doc came over to grandpa's house and did a detail check and said that the most 1-3 months on his body condition now. His health is just deteriorating.

Dinner at kallang, famous dried beef noodle and later you tiao da wang for dessert. Super filling~

Brought dusty down for a walk after dinner. One stupid dog wanted to bite my dusty and i was so furious that the stupid owners didn't lesh his crazy dog!!~ Crazy dog keep barking and barking. Before the dog want to bite dusty i quickly carry dusty and dusty was really clinging onto my body and waining~ Haha!~ Just imagine the picture.

Super lethargic this morning. I have to drag myself out of my bed to prepare myself for work.

Hubby lost his phone in the morning during his bus ride to camp. Got his card replaced just now at westmall.

Dermalogical is having rdshow promotion now. It's soooo cheap~ I bought my cleanser at one hundred plus now its only selling at $88~ I'm so tempted to buy..

Exam timetable are out!~ Oh gosh, the mid term had just pass and now exam.

Organizational Behaviour: 25th oct
Introductory Accouting: 30th oct (3 hrs)
Busniess Statistic: 1st nov (3 hrs)

I think by the time i finsh the IA and BS paper my butt will be super painful!

Afte that i'll be freee freee freeee~ So sad that our 4 1/2 yrs fall on my first paper!~ SOB SOB~

Hopefully i can make time to go down for nei's 21st birthday.

Meeting cousin sylvia for lunch tml in school.

Thank god, it's going to be friday soon.

Cheers!~
Signing off, 9:31 pm ♥


These few days hubby has been exceptionally nice and sweet. Texting me with all those sweets stuff. Haha!~ Thou sometimes i feel it's a little bit too mushy. *blush*

I guess last few days i was a pretty nice girlfirend as well. Sunday after the chalet i help him squeeze out all his black heads, do mud mask for him and cut his finger nails.

I just adore doing all this small little kinds of things on him. Feel like a personal beautician to him. Hahaa!~

Varman took this with my phone while having lecture.


Varman never fails not to face the camera directly when taking pictures.

Guess what, when i took my phone back the above pic was set as my wallpaper. Varman even save his HP number in my phone as handsome varman *faint*

Hubby even say: "Wah, you got 2 new bf already ah. Put them as your wallpaper" HAHA!~


After school went down to town with the whole group.

Varman brought us to the shop and we started to look for the designs we wanted. Finally, found mine and i discuss with the artist and he will be calling me once the design is ready. Both deepa and I can't wait for the day to come!~

Hubby went home and bathe before coming down to orchard to meet me.

The group company me to orchard to wait for hubby before we bid goodbye.

Had dinner at Xing Wang HK Cafe. So concidence that, one of our ex sec sch mate (chee kee) was sitting next to our table. They order so much that the whole table was filled with food.


We ordered Baked pork chop spg with cheese (me) , Iced milk tea, French toast and Luncheon meat soup noodle (hubby).

Heard so much rave about the french toast. But when i ate it, it was totally disappointing. It was totally ekkkk.. It isn't nice.

But the baked pork chop spg with cheese is really nice and not to mention the iced milk tea. It's a must try if you happen to patronize the cafe.

It was super filling.

Gotta tuck in now. Ciao.


Signing off, 12:25 am ♥


This entry is going to be a looooooong one. I'll try to keep it as short as possible.

All right.

Mugged from wed till fri for the most horrible paper. Introductory Accounting. I just hate it cause it is theory based and problem solving. Meaning i have to mug extra hard for this.

In the mean time, we took some break and we took this pics.


Went treading session with deepa before heading for school on fri. I'm going back to the auntie for more treading sessions with deepa for sure. The job done by the auntie is really fabulous!~

Turnout for the questions for the mid term test was disatrious!~ 3 out of 4 questions were theory based~


Dine in at one korean and japanese restaurant.

Food was awesome and the price is reasonable too.

From left - right clockwise direction: Fish ramen (Pinkie), Spicy Kimchi tofu (Deepa), Katsu don (Me & Daph), Calamari (Everybody)


Took a cab home with deepa and to hubby's house got changed and to my lala land.

Next day, SAT, woke up got prepared and head for the day i'm been waiting for!~ The chalet with the girls!~

Forgot to bring my slippers only and head down to city link to get my slippers.

Only manage to reach the chalet and mere 3 plus as me, hubby and da tou were starving and we had our lunch before heading for the chalet.

Reach the chalet and got change for some swimming session!~ Within a while, black clouds began to move in and droplets came down and just nice that Miss hu and mr tiong arrive after our swimming session.

Prepare the BBQ pit and its BBQ time!~ Hubby "open" his BBQ stall there and start promoting his chicken wings. Hahah!~

The guys were talking about their EX-recurit life.

I was super bloated after eating. I guess i ate a lot of marshmallows~

Pack up and relax a while before we had some washing tiles session!~ Haha!~ Me and hubby lost. My bob was the big winner~

It was still early that time and played HOTEL. It was real fun and the guys wasn't interested in the game and they played tai tee themself and the loser for every round will have to drink water.

Poor hubby lost so many round and i guess he drank 3/4 of 2.5 liters. In the end, he kept visting the toilet to relieve himself. HAHA!~

After the game, everyone head for bed in the morning at four plus.

While everyone is trying to get to slp, mom suddenly pop one question:

"Eh, you all sleep already?"

Everyone burst into laugher and woke up and start to chat chat a while before everyone turn in. By the time i suppose it was five plus to six.

The next day (sun) got up and washed up to check out.


I only have these pics of chalet with me as the chalet pics i still haven't get them from miss hu and mom.

* Girl although it was a rather short chalet. But truly from the bottom from my heart, I enjoy the chalet very very much!~

I was darn tired and the thought of having my floorball training later on really tires me out.

Miss hu is so ke lian, still have to go straight to work after chalet.

Hubby send me to tpy for my training and had pastamania for lunch. Training as usual, running, drills and games. Hopefully i have burn away all the fats i've eaten during the chalet. Met hubby after training and over to my place for dinner.

Went to school today for some project doing session. Met hubby during evening together with mom and my youngest sis. Dad fetch us and head down to taman jurong for some BBQ food. Nice nice.

Just receive my RMIT student card today. SIM is always that inefficient. After 2 months from the day i started school i only manage to get it now.

Yeah!~ Jay's CD is finally here, Still fantasy. Adding on to my current collections of his albums. Hubby went to collect it before i met him at LOT1.


Signing off, 10:01 pm ♥


Dedicated To the famous, Crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin:

He died yesterday after being stung right in the heart by a stingray. I really love his shows. Thou sometimes it's a bit exaggerating. He's so young just only 44 years old. In the past, I never fail to sit infront of the TV at 7pm sharp to catch him on the National Geographic channel on the Australia zoo. Bless him.

Business statistic is off from my mind for this whole week. Over with statistic test today and overall i guess the paper was quite okie. Yippie~

Venue for the test today is in the GRAND HALL.. It's called the grand hall but it isn't grand just that the hall is super super giantically huge!~

I hope i can score well.. Not HD or what.. Maybe a D will be enough? Hahha!~ I mean i don't mind having a better grade. I guess everybody will love to score well and get good grades.

Mugged for accounts after the paper before heading to hubby's house for dinner. I guess deepa, kishur, daph have a "wonderful" time seeing me understanding and saying all those rubbish about balance sheet, P&L, Income statement etc..


While sitting in his living room to watch TV, i gradually fall asleep. Super tired *yawn*. My brain juices are all dried up after doing a few questions of IA. It's so tough for me.

I guess i have never done this for a very very long time. I can't also remember when was the late time i did it. For dinner, I ate 2 bowls of rice and yup it's 2 bowls! After eating i don't even feel very full. GOSH!~ Something is wrong with my stomach. Haha!~

Been eating so much junk food since last week. Oh ya!~ Pokey lover!! 7-11 is having promotion!~ 2 for $2

It's so early now but i want to rest early. Cause i'll be having a long fight with my biggest "enemy" INTRODUCTORY ACCOUTING!~

Oh god, give me power to overcome!~

Fight fight fight!~

Jay's whole album song has been accompanying me since sun. It's the new default songs in my mp3. It's just diao!~

Teading session with deepa next week.

One more tedious paper to go and i can relax! Ho ho~

My biggest enemy! IA!~ Chargeeeee!~
Signing off, 10:55 pm ♥


Weather has been unpredictable for the whole week. Sunny and clear sky for one moment and the next moment dark and gloomy clouds starts to fall in. Rain rain go away!~ Come back till you think you should. At least not these few days cause CHALET is on this coming sat!~

Finally 5 more days to chalet!~ Yippie!~

In the mean time mugging hard for Busniess statistic and Introductory accounting.

BS's paper is tomorrow and i guess i've covered what is needed. Just do those questions one more time, memorizing those definations and i guess that will be it.

Going to school early tomorrow before the papers starts.

Staying after the paper to mug for IA! Oh gosh, this is the paper that will totally freak me out. It's so tough. I'll mug hard on tues, wed and thurs for this paper to make sure i can do well and then i'll be free!!~ Erm actually not totally free cause i have a report that is due on 25th sept. Hahah!~

Sat = Chalet = BBQ = Board games= Never ending fun and laughter with my girls

Poor miss hu have to work on the following day and sad to say that i also have my floorball training on sunday.

Hubby's mom ask me to go over to his place for dinner yesterday and after that hubby's mom, hubby, me , his bro and sis all went to his mom's room to slack and some TV session. We were all lying on her bed. Suddenly his mom just stand up and say "Smile!~" HAHAH!~

Guess what...............

She was trying to take pictures of the 4 pigs (me, hubby, his bro and sis) lazing on her bed. I'll get the pic from her and post it up here.

Mom's cooking my fav scallop porridge tonight. With this cooling weather eating porridge is the nicest!~

Gotta bathe, eat and start reporting to my BS!~


Signing off, 8:11 pm ♥


Meet hubby after school on fri and both of us went to get our hair trimmed. Snip snip away all those bad hairs!~

I'm so fed up and sick of my half permed and half not permed hair!~ It's driving me nuts. Have the urge to get those hair rebonded to make it tame. But on another thought i'm scare that the outcome would not be good. Dilemma dilemma~ Why don't they have a rebond that won't make your hair go very flat after being rebonded.

Should i rebond or shouldn't i? Shouldn't have permed it in the first place. Argh~

After having our haircut, went to get some groceries back home. I'm preparing soba for hubby for his dinner!

Then to get mask again. Hahah!~ One for hubby and for me. This time we bought aloe vera mask. There's four mask, cucumber, aloe vera, collegen and honey. I want to try them all~

Brought dusty down for training and dusty is super stubborn yesterday. He didn't want to do those commands. Uncle francise said dusty wasn't in the mood and say that training for today will be cancelled. *Naughty dusty*

Back home and prepare the soba.

Mom and dad packed some famous dry fried beef noodle from geylang.

Hubby and me got bathe and slack all the way and went to bed.

Received a msg from phy on fri saying that there will be a friendly match against SMU on upcoming friday but sadly i can't make it as i'm having my IA's mid term test from 7pm.

Woke up at ten plus yesterday and as usual hubby woke up earlier than me.

Auntie just call that grandpa isn't looking well today and refuse to open his eyes after numerous calls. His eyes kept looking upwards and mom took a cab down early in the morning. Sigh.......

I mugged in the afternoon and hubby was slacking away.

Hubby download's jay's album from the net and the songs are really great. He even say jazz songs inside.

Hubby, me and sis all got bathe and head to my grandpa's place to during evening and still he refuses to open up his eyes after a whole day. After a short while he opened his eyes after my sis and i called him "ah gong".

He wanted coffee and my aunt made him less than 1/8 cup of coffee as he can't take in too much water. Although it's only a very small portion after every sip he will show thumbs up and say "hao liao".

His stomach swell up so much and on monday he gotta go for his checkup.

Dinner at AMK's famous crab been hoon. Awesome and simply delicious.

Finally finish doing the whole stack of BS's MCQs.

Counting down to mid term test... 2 more days
Counting down to chalet.. 6 more days

To my bed. Ciao.. Z z z z z z z
Signing off, 11:14 am ♥

Carrie
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