Saturday, October 14 ♥
Oh god, stop me.. ♥
I've been spending far too much this month. Far far too much.
As said in the previous entry grandma was being hospitalised and was discharge at 2am plus this morning. When everybody thought that everything is fine, grandma fell down at 4am plus this morning and she starts having fits.
Was being send to the hospital again.
Pay respect to grandpa this morning and went to the hospital to visit grandma. She looked so tired. Dr poh, who was also the doc that my grandpa love so much during his stay in the hospital came to see grandma.
Heard from my auntie that Dr poh chatted with grandma and ask her how come she's here. Dr poh then said something to my grandma
Dr poh: "You must be missing uncle(my grandpa) a lot right?"
Upon hearing that, my heart starts to ache and i started to feel emotional again.
I still remember clearly whenever Dr poh came to see my grandpa, grandpa would be very happy. He would be smiling and talking so much with the doc. I can see the happiness in grandpa's eyes.
Intially the doc used to call him Mr goh but as times goes by he change it to uncle.
Dr poh even came down to grandpa's wake that time.
Was walking down the familiar hallway, 46. The place where i would always visit after my school. The familiar chair. So much memories. The familiar room.
I have so many thoughts now. I want to pen them all down but i don't know how to start.
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Went bugis with cousin berrie. She saw the bag i was carrying and she bought one too.
Bought one white shorts.
She's the big winner for today. She bought tonnes of stuffs.. Tops, bottoms, bag etc..
Just ordered shoe and some stuff online. Oh god, stop me. I have to control my spendings.
But thinking of it. I haven't spend like this for ages.
Have to study.
Not really in the mood to blog now either.
Ciao.
I really miss you~
Signing off,
9:04 pm ♥
